Well hot damn, i did not expect this place to even still be up. Or maintained, but that was my fault.
I highly doubt those ive met three years ago are gonna look at this, but if you are reading this hello.
Theres no real way to ease into it so im just gonna jump, the last three years have been probably the worst times in my life and I did not expect to even be alive to write this out. Ive undergone graduation, three college transfers, and a will hanging on by a thread. In that timeframe ive met people, lost people, made things, broke things, and lived a dozen lifetimes. (none of them good.) In that time ive learned new things about the world and myself, ignited new interests and passions, all in a roundabout way of saying holy fuck, i am tired. Im being so honest, im ready to leave this place for good but theres always been that one sliver of hope thats kept me going. Hoping for what? I dont even know anymore. As much as i wanna say something like "I doubt anyone will notice my absence." I have to face the forgone conclusion that that is a lie, and another being that i care about them back. They have aided me through what i can only call the worst point in my life thus far and if it weren't for those guys i dont think i would have even made it to 2025. I want to fight on. I want to keep going. For myself and the people around me, for everyone counting on me. And also cause funeral costs these days are diabolical.
As for this place here, I wont let it die. Not yet, maybe long long long into the future when Im 60 and all the monsters finally get to me, but as long as blood courses my veins and my eyes still function, theres still a job to do.
Theres still a job to do.
If youre reading this, youre probably thinking "DAMN this mf is corny."
Yeah youre right i cant lie. But if you, god forbit, resonate with any of the emo yimmeryammer i just spewed out, then i need you to understand that I see you. I salute you. What my experience has taught me is every moment you spend breathing and pushing on, even when it doesn't make sense and the tall guy is standing behind you, you are winning the battle. If you never stop pushing, you will never lose.
I am pushing myself. I do not want to lose either. Keeping it real, i came close today and last night on relapsing but i push forward. If you choose to fight on, then i will fight on for you.
On the subject of actual site updates, the Paint Schemes button and Wallpapers button actually work! The Sonaverse is under indefinite hiatus (until i actually learn how to make a compitent webcomic,) Minecraft will feature a Dynmap from my personal minecraft server, no you cant join its for twizzys only. Uhhhh, The music button is getting replaced with something that isnt music, yall are never hearing my ass EP, and the About Me page is finally up to date. Add me on steam, hop on rocket league comp i promise i wont yell at you. I need to find a new guestbook host since mine apparently fucking died, but thats lowkey how it be sometimes. Im actively trying to teach myself Javascript so i can give this site a dark mode, and lastly im gonna make a new button soon.
God, im hungry. Ill catch you on the flipside.
-Sonasona
IM SORRY IM SORRY I DISSAPEAR MORE THAN A FATHER GOING OFF TO GET MILK, SCHOOL'S BEEN KICKIN MAH ASS
I've been doin alot, writing out The Sonaverse more n more, I got into university, I went into a manic identity crisis, but most importantly I finally finished the About Me page.
Expect more stuff to come soon, trust
-Sonasona
Yo wsg, I took a break from web dev. Working on a website for a week straight does something to ya. Anyways, Ive been working on college stuff, commission stuff, and my tedious (and expensive) rebrand. To make things easier, the art button redirects to my Newgrounds where I primarily post. Im planning to work on the site more in febuary. Also, episode 4 of Chroma Odyssey out now :]] + take this clip of me playing funny roblox car game
The writing button now works! Read my insane writings!
Also, fixed the comic site!
MY COMIC THAT HAS TAKEN 2 YEARS TO WRITE IS NOW AN EXISTANT TANGEBLE THING! IT WILL BE HOSTED RIGHT HERE IN THE STUFF BUTTON THAT NOW FUNCTIONS PROPERLY IM SO EXCITED AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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WARNING: im bad at rarebit and javascript, so some things are... broken. BUT! The most important part is you can read the first three installments RIGHT NOW!!!!!!
I WILL NOW ALSO BE POSTING ART EXCLUSIVEY HERE AND SHEEZYART (when that releases publicly), THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO GAVE THIS SITE A FOLLOW, WHO CHECKED THE GUESTBOOK, WHO SEND A MESSAGE IN THE CHATBOX, CRITIQUED SOMETHING AND HELPED ME MAKE IT BETTER, I CANT THANK YOU ALL ENOUGH!
THANK YOU EVERYONE, 2024 IS GONNA BE FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
-Sona
NEW CHANGES!
+ Contact button now works
+ Shrine button now works, with a new shrine added
+ New site easter egg, lmk if you find it
* Got rid of the sidebar on pages it doesnt need to be
Now im off to do some end-of-the-year grinding on Gran Turismo (btw gt shrine coming soon). Happy New Year to all!
NEW CHANGES!
+ Art button now works
+ New badge thing, add me to your site!
Still workin on about me, and its gonna take a gazillion years to pile up all the stuff that goes into the, well, stuff category.
Thanks so much to everyone who signed the guestbook, sent a text in the chatbox, gave feedback on discord, youre all like, cool asf! :D
Its a new era (that was cringe) after dawning a new name ive finally finished cooking up my Neocities site with a million missing pages anyways, stuff coming soon in 2024!